So Fucking Pissed

[teague]

I'm so fucking pissed off right now I don't know what to do with myself. I mean a fucking rage almost. I should be asleep. And it's not the usual kind of insomnia. It's this fucking parade of annoyances that have just cascaded together to form this wave of just utter crap that's keeping me from sleep. It's being first put out of my bed for the day because the DVR is in the master bedroom. Fine, I could handle that once the curtains were moved around. I'm tucked in, and dozing off when *it* begins. Vash clawing at the rug outside the door. The door that has to be closed because Vash cannot be allowed into the spare bedroom with her enjoyment of knocking delicate things off of shelves and breaking them. I chase her away from the door, and sprinkle some vaccume powder at the corner in hopes that the strong oder will disuade her. Then the neighbors begin a loud discussion below the window. Then...power tools. Then my skin got into the act by deciding to itch in various places. And finally, I'm too hot. And each thing is happening just spaced apart enough for me to begin to relax. The last fucking straw is Hobo *howling* outside the bedroom because I'm behind a closed door. Jesus Christ. Now I've moved back into the main bedroom. I had to get up enough to move the curtains and bedding. I've taken a pill, but it's god damed *NOON* and now the most desired amount of sleep will leave me with a maximum of 4 hours to do *anything* with Brian and Rachelle. And I'm pretty sure they will have eaten too. They will have gone off to do something possibly fun, like the beach, or something. And I will have missed it. And even angry, I still have to try to go to sleep! My dreams will not be so good. I'm hating life right now.

Please...Just don't post, "HUG" or any variation. This is not a huggly post. OK? Thanks

Comments

[reecefairy.livejournal.com]

maybe not yell...maybe just splain that you're working 3rd/2nd and need sleep during the day?

we can ride the short bus together!