May I come back? :) I talked with my family and with a counselor... everyone told me that as long as I've nothing to hide, there is no reason to run, and that running is what this person wants out of me. I missed my friends and being able to comment on their blogs, so I decided to undelete the journal and not hide anymore. I hope you would still take me as a friend, even though you know this mess I am in. If you don't, then I completely understand. :)